I tagged along and and shouted orders from the back
I read the books and led the wolves on through the pack
I've been through many times enough to know the danger zones
Each day was different, I didn't talk, I couldn't think
I rode it out until the death, the day was out of sync
Thought I was wise to it, and I didn't see the dangers unfold
I felt the wind lift and push on my back
I counted every minute but the panic attacks
I turned around to see but my friends they had gone
And left me for dead
I feel shipwrecked and lost at sea
I boarded the boat with my enemy
I played into the danger zone
I'm taking the boat back the long way home

I looked up and with one hand I *** *** ***
Gone all the days I turned and said goodbye to my career
Out in the bitter cold the dirt still **** my name
*** *** the cynic in me **** ****
Back in the bittersweet *** see so much clearer now
Lying and licking my wounds
I felt the wind lift and push on my back
I counted every minute but the panic attacked
I turned around to see but my friends they had gone
And left me for dead
I feel shipwrecked and lost at sea
I boarded the boat with my enemy
I played into the danger zone
I'm taking the boat back the long way home