Determined to feel alive

This disaster is my life
My consciousness is a death wish
You're the anchor that keeps me here
A deception too strong to resist


Locked within these walls of comfort and loneliness
The mirror inside my head reflects the thoughts I've pushed away
Determination fails me once again
The day is gone This day is gone

The fire remains In the liars eyes

Determined to feel alive

This disaster is my life
My consciousness is a death wish
You're the anchor that keeps me here
A deception too strong to resist

Illuminate this darkness That calls upon my name
Affliction my dearest friend I'll hold thy hand and fade away
Determination fails me once again
The day is gone My day is gone Again

Determination fails me

The fire remains In the liars eyes

Am I the one who lives?
Isolated From the world
Outside my head?

This disaster is my life
My consciousness is a death wish
You're the anchor that keeps me here
A deception too strong to resist
I'm a stranger to my own mind
I've become this shallow ghost A failure
The strength within is gone away

Scorned by the weakness I hold inside
Tragedies for me to find My world collides

This disaster is my life
My consciousness is a death wish
You're the anchor that keeps me here
A deception too strong to resist
I'm a stranger to my own mind
I've become this shallow ghost A failure
The strength within is gone away

Scorned by the weak and the wounded
Tragedies carried me through life
My world collides