I was heading for break down, break drown
I was living in a nightmare , nightmare
I was just about getting by , another day like that and i might have stop Believing believing
Thrown in that towel that i was leaving
All my blood sweat and tears upon
But i'm glad that i carried on
Cause something changed in me
I woke up to see, a shade of grey and blue letting the sun shine through
Whisper in my ear , your not finished here
Just that ray of light give me the strength to fight
I'm here and I'm here to stay
I'm not gone go away
I've had my feel of that ,and i am not going back
Took so long to get it right
Not on more sleep less night
I've had my feel at that ,and i am not going back
Wooaahhoohhh I'm not going back (X6)(Chorus)
There were times when no-one noticed , noticed
it was hard for me to focus , focus
nobody else could see it was all to much for me
i was feeling worthless worthless,i couldn't see i had a purpose
but i kept on pushing through , cause i believed and i always knew
Something would change for me, id wake up to see
a shade of grey and blue letting the sun shine through
whisper in my ear , your not finished here
just that ray of light give me the strength to fight