A side of me wanna be fear
A side of me wanna stay a prisoner
A mental disease
Is destroying myself

I wanna move on
Wanna be free
Wanna be healthy
but I'm spending my time
Doing my best
To destroy myself

I know what I'm doing is wrong
But the disease is strong
Stronger than my will to go on
And I do my best to destroy myself

I'm destroying myself
But I do admit
I may need help
Can somebody help me get out of this nightmare?

I'm destroying myself
But I do admit
I may need help
Can somebody help me get out of this nightmare?

I thought I had the control
Thought I could hold
The reigns of my life
But I failed
and I need some help to rebuild myself

ooo, I hate this new side of me
That never can see
The abyss I'm putting myself in
This new side of me that likes to destroy myself

I'm destroying myself
But I do admit
I may need help
Can somebody get me out of this nightmare?

Get me out of this nightmare?

I'm destroying myself
But I do admit
I may need help
Can somebody get me out of this nightmare?

A side of me wanna be free
A side of me wanna stay a prisoner
A mental disease is destroying myself