worst part about fighting with yourself
is that even if you win, you lose
can't place the blame on anybody else
so i'm fighting with myself over you
i should have played it different but i didn't know
i never pictured you without me or you letting go
i should have seen it coming
i should have thought it through
the best part of me has always been you
and no apology can bring you back to me
feels like i'm suffocating,
you are the air i'm breathing out
i'm so down and can't move and i'm beating me up over you
the worst part about fighting with yourself
is that even if you win, you lose, yeah
can't place the blame on anybody else
so i'm fighting with myself over you
maybe it's better making you feel you were crazy
instead of just being the man to fight it
and can't blame, you knew that i was cheating
and i knew that you knew
but when you call me on it
i just turned around on you
begging you don't let go
… confusion, confusing you of not trusting me
all i'm doing wrong,
so i sit around fighting myself all day long.