I gotta know
How does it feel
To be on your own
While you're able to heal
And how do you call when you see me around
Looking happy

I gotta know
Do you ever feel bad
And wished to go
Wished that you could go back
'Cause I am a mess and I need to hear
You still love me, yeah

I've gotta be strong
I've gotta behave
I've gotta be stable, as much as I'm able
I don't know how long I can keep it up
You don't make it easy, my heart is freezing

I don't know how long I can keep this up
It's hard to be strong when it all just stops
And all we can do in this state of mind
Is keeping busy

I wish I could stay
But it's not, not right
It's better this way
When you're out, outside
And you'll never know that I find it so hard to let you go...

I've gotta be strong... X2