ano koro no watashi wa suki na mono wo suki da to ienai
kawaii to chuumoku sareru dareka no mane wo shite iru koto de
nantonaku anshin suru onnanoko deshita

jibun no PEESU de aruku yori
mawari to hohaba awasete aruku toki no namanuru sa ga
totemo igokochi yokatta no desu

itsumo sugao no watashi de itai no ni
itsu datte kokoro wa atsugeshou
muri wo shite demo jibun wo oshi koroshite ita no wa
hito ni kirawareru no ga kowakatta kara

nando koronda tte tachiagatte kita no wa
mawari wo uragiru you de tsurakatta kara?
soretomo dareka ni misuterarete shimau koto wo zutto osoreteta kara?

dareka ni homeraretai wake ja nai keredo
tokidoki jibun no shiteru koto ga hontou ni shitai koto na no ka wakara naku naru yo

itsumo sugao no watashi de itai no ni
warattenai to kuzure sou ni naru
senobi bakari shite jibun wo yoku miseyou to shiteru no wa
ano koro mo ima mo taishite kawattenai

itsumo sugao no watashi de itai no ni
itsu datte kokoro wa atsugeshou
muri wo shite demo jibun wo oshi koroshite ita no wa
hito ni kirawareru no ga kowakatta

itsumo sugao no watashi de itai no ni
warattenai to kuzure sou ni naru
senobi bakari shite jibun wo yoku miseyou to shiteru no wa
ano koro mo ima mo taishite kawattenai